something’s wrong

something’s wrong. wrong. wrong. wrong. absolutelly wrong.
si chiar nu vroiam sa-mi incep postarile pe anul asta in modul asta negativist.
but what is so wrong?
descoperirea unui cluj stralucitor de mort si auster sub un soare cu dintzi.
am ajuns, am iesit, oarecum ademenita d razele solare si m-a lovit. o liniste, o goliciune imbatranita si frigul intzepenit.
liniste, pentru ca abia sunt cateva mashini. nu sunt claxoane. semafoarele functioneaza doar sa coloreze imaginea gri a asfaltului uscat
goliciune, din cauza a doar catorva oameni intunecati la privire si imbracaminte, afishand o crispare inghetzata
imbatranita, pentru ca si acei catziva oameni sunt de varsta a 3-a, probabil iesitzi la o mica plimbare de duminica… probabil unici locuitori autentici ai clujului…

mda. am auzit de aceasta fatza moarta a clujului si pe perioada verii. probabil o moarte incinsa. din fericire nu am experimentat-o. dar se pare ca e asha. un orash universitar, dependent de tineretzea studentzeasca, colorat de stresul juvenil, umplut de voioshia tinerilor adunatzi din coltzurile tzarii…

a fost oarecum placut sa am timp sa vad ce mai e in vitrine, cum e impodobit orashul, formele arhitecturale ale cladirilor… numele strazilor. detalii. pe care nu ai cum sa le observi cand esti prins in frenezia vietii orashului universitar.

si a fost oarecum inspaimantator. doar gandul ca orashul meu preferat este doar superficial, dependent de imbracamintea anotimpurilor si conturat de vacantele calendaristice.

mi-a rumenit insa obrajii si mi-a insuflat odata cu valul inghetzat o inspiratzie glaciala. pe care insa o topesc in cuvinte si in sperantze.
sperantza ca maine va fi reinviat din coma tacerii.

let the noise of life take my loved city over…


How updated to coolness are U?

For those who know me)

it’s easy to understand the next pictures and comments. I love cool, strange, trendy, original, creative, out of the “turma”, emo, glam, punk, goth, harajuku, accesoriesed looks. hmmm… a little bit too much, right? how should i agree with only one term, when there are so many styles, and parts of styles that i like?

and for sure combine.

I don’t know if u know this scene queens, or if you know what the term means. I heard about them this days, from my pretty up to date soulmate girlie:) she spanked me by telling me she knows them for quite a while. ok. i researched, cause they caught my attention. and yeah. There are a lot of blogs with many pics of them. I’ll put some explanations too, make it interactive, and u’ll learn smt new too:)

Updating is now beginning


sceen queen – (too many deffinitions, but u’ll have a clue after reading some of it + the site is great when interested in new COOL urban stuff )

and now the EXAMPLES of such incredibly sweet, trendy, cool amazing queens ( i like them, wtf???:P)

Audrey Kitching

(my fav because of her pink hair maybe?


i do like her friend more, her face is prettyer, but no pink hair… you both rule!!!)


Audrey kitchingAudrey

www.skelanimals.com  audrey_and_a_skateboard1

She has her own site, a buzz site, with all kind of hot cool stuff, not really a fan of buzzez but u can check it out . And what else is cool about her? her car:) audrey_buzznet

Hanna Beth –

seems to be a good friend with Audrey:) audreykitching2-1 so they look alike (miss ya sylvia!!! we could be a nice pair of “cluj scene queens” like this 2 girls, we used to try at the parties:)


438408725_cf6ba6d485and of course they have their kings.

Buzz says smt about Panic… Panic at the disco. yep the cute emos. audrey should have dated, or is still dating Brandon Urie – if u’re curiouse about the buzz, just research it…i don;t really care who’s dating who. allthough, i love such “matching” pairs…


For more infos, just google this names. and check images, cause there are so manny… i can’t upload all of them…

audreykitching27 i really love this one. i wonder why… BLACK AND WHITE!!! checkerboard. plus pink hair.

yummy… so let’s rewind. what makes this girlies so espacially cool? at least in my eyes(, and some of you too:P)



you don’t have to have your own skelanimals brand, smiley girlie skulls, Smileyfaces, Hello Kitty of course + Betty BOOp, starz, hearts… common, u get the ideea

some fancy- funny, big eyeglasses are more than welcomed, in the club also:)) party lights might be disturbing…

heart-sunglasses patterns!! not only my obsession. checkerboards, starz, many little hearts, polka dots, animal prints… and so on. it depends on your imagination. and yes, you’re aloud to combinde them also.

am i forgetting smt? you already have the pictures, and your imagination. and if u have the courage, there are many nuances of pink that could look nice on your hair also. i went with purple again 🙂

happy google-ing and hopefully u’re ready to update to this kind of coolness.

i guess this is  a field where u can really copy fashion styles, u’ll never be the same anyway. and if u have more ideeas than what u see around u, make them happen!!! we’re young. life is already fuckin boring and sad, angry, stressed, why not add some color to it?


hints for google researches: Betsy johnson (designer)

Jac Vanek, jeffree Star, harajuku style, girls…

responsibility and screwing things up

Yes, you are the only person responsible for what you do.42-18218289 But other peoples actions might influence u as well. Or maybe the fact that they don’t act, push u doing things that u might just not want, but see a solution in them.
Once u want that solution u do things that u are responsible of… sometimes u might screw it up.
The interesting fact is that u screw it up in front of people that u care about. Cause they are the ones that make u act. They are the ones that make u wanna try to do it better, and in this maze – journey of trying to do things better, because of too much strugling u might just fail. And hit others and yourself also during the failure…
Or you can look at the bright side of things. Take the responsibility of your acts, try to understand the ones near you and make them understand too why you were acting like u did.
And from the bright side view there is always hope too.
Acting and taking responsibilty might just be a new start

Sometimes it takes what’s broken becoming whole again. ..